Sunday, January 09, 2005
My Crisis of last night
I had a sudden crisis last night.
I checked the websites of the main universities in Hong Kong and I realized I have not yet understood which course I would like to apply. The applying deadline is not so far. If I loose this year, which means September 2005, I will be really mad at myself. The sudden urge of making a decision pushed me to a dilemma.
I know I have been taking time to make all these considerations. The fear of current working system let me turn back to the solution of study. The truth is I know it is only a temporary shelter. Soon or late I have to be back to the working road. So this study becomes a turn point for me, to find out something I like and I can count it on to make a living in my future life. What things I like? I questioned myself.
I like to travel, to communicate with people,to learn new things, I like all the beautiful things. But these don't help me to figure out which major I should learn.
For the first time in my life I found I need a service of Counseling. I will try to go to the Counseling Center this afternoon and hope it will do help to me.
Following are the sentences I tried to recall from what Dr. Zhou told me:
１。不要把简单的事情复杂。能把复杂的问题化简单才是真正的大智若愚。
２。你没有接受自己目前的现状。因为你知道待业在家无所事事有悖于社会共同标准。
３。很少有人象你在失业的状况下，可以不用担心经济问题。
４。不要认为职场就是一片黑暗。要知道很多人把他的事业作为第一生命去经营。
５。不要用看透之类的字眼。你还太年轻去用这些饱经沧桑的词汇。
６。要知道人生有很多休整阶段。以后你会怀念这段日子的。
７。每个人都有实现自我价值的愿望。机会总会到来，但会被有准备的人抓住。
８。你太闲了，闲得胡思乱想。找点事情做把自己充实起来或是发挥自己的个人爱好。
９。找你喜欢的东西去做。最重要的是做到无怨无悔。
by gattomatto
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